Friday, June 5, 2009
♥ Friday, June 5th, 2009 11:01 PM
Hello,
Today was a good day. I actually got out and went yardsaling with my dad's gf. I've got a ton of books, a purse, messenger bag, and some pumps. They are amazing! Hell, I don't know how many books I have bought. A lot of them are romance, then I have Edgar Allan Poe's work, and The Odyssey. I remember reading some of the Odyssey in English class and I found it interesting; of course, it ties in with Greek Mythology and that has always interested me. I'm surprised a lot of things have been holding my attention, because that is the hardest thing to do. My attention is really flighty.
I liked that I got to hang out with my dad's gf. She is really, the only one that I have liked and I have told her that. She and I get along and it's shocking, because it's hard for me to get along with some people. I'm too introverted for some and I spend too much time on the computer. One of my dad's ex was a gold digger and that really wasn't a good situation. It brought my dad down, because he knew that she didn't like him for him but his money. That really made him trust a lot of people less and I can see why. I would hate to be used like that, though sometimes I felt I have been used. Maybe I deserved it, but my dad doesn't deserve it. Sure, he has done some things he really isn't proud of and he wishes he could take them back. He regrets all that he had done in the past.
Last night, I got a really good surprise. My cat, Goofy, had been gone for almost two days because I let him outside, and he came back! So I let him in and he ate his food and wanted back out again. Now that I know he is going to come back, I have no problem letting him out. Though I'm afraid that he is always going to die and I know how that feels. My dog, Buddy, was hit by a car and it killed me. It happened twelve days after my birthday. It was devastating for me, but I know that is fine where he is.
xoxo,
Sydney
8:02 PM
