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Monday, July 20, 2009

♥ Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

Wow,

it's been sometime since I've blogged and let me tell you, I've been one busy bee. Lets see, I got home from Merica's house and then went to my mom's not even a couple days after that. Then had a family get together and then went to the amusement park and then went to see Harry Potter Six. I will tell you about each of them in a paragraph, as there is much to tell (or very little. WE'll see what my mind comes up with.)

Well I stayed at Merica's house from last Saturday and came home Wednesday. It was great, really. I had a blast, except when I got pissed at Merica...but now we have made up. I could never stay mad at her too long; especially Jesse. Those two people are amazing and have been there for me, more then they probably know. I'm so glad, though we have gone in different directions, that we are still friends.

I came back from Merica's house and no one knew about it. No one was home when I got there so I went on the computer in my room. Unbeknowst to my sister who had walked in later on. I walked in and I scared her! It was hilarious and she told me she'd kick the shit out of me; if I did it again, which I plan to do it. Then we went to my mom's because we had the family pig roast.

Oh wow, what a joy that was! No really, it was. First I had to straighten my hair (with the help of my sister) and then we had to drive to my Aunt's house. Well we got to hanging with the cousins and so much drama had started. I don't think I'll put it up here. Maybe in due time, we'll see. It's just a lot of shit is going on. Anyways lets get to the good part; Michigan Adventures.

We woke up early and got there when they opened, staying there until they closed. We rode all of the rides and had a good time, but most of all we spent it with each other. We really haven't done that a lot. I mean it was my first time hanging out with my cousins; if it wasn't for the pig roast, I'm sure I wouldn't have gone. Because I live so far away from them...anyways..I went on my favorite ride and I didn't realize how much you get jarred around. I was only able to ride it two times as it was giving me a headache. I did go on the Funnel of Fear!! That water ride was amazing!! Then I ended up getting soaked on The Grand Rapids (Ironic name). I even went on a ride that I said I would never ride, the Mad Mouse! I love the seatbelts in it, because it was easy to adjust and locked into place. OO!! I also loved The Fallen Star and the Lazy River. I didn't conquer my fear of the ferris wheel, damn I hate heights.

Harry Potter number six was comedical!! Seriously, none of the other movies had that much comedy in them! IT was great. There was a part that Dan was atcing like he was high, I swear...he could have been XD!! My cousin cried when Draco did!! I found that hilarious. Though there was a part that I wanted to cry but I couldn't...

Anyways,

x x x,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
10:03 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

♥ Run away, run away; I'll Attack

Hello,

Today went by fast, really fast. Last night it felt like time was going so slow. Right now I am watching Jesse play Kingdom Hearts and it's pretty cool. Well, it is the second one. I was happy that it has Steve Burton in it!! He plays Jason on General Hospital!! Such a good show. I didn't get to watch it today though, but that is all good I was with friends and talking to Autumn on MSN.

Everything is winding down and I think they are going to make spaghetti...I hope so! I haven't had that in a while and I want homemade meatballs. I really miss those!! My mom made the best ones ever!! Of course, I say that because she is my mom. I miss her, though. I should have really went and visted her.

I don't feel like writing anymore...

x x x,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
11:46 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

♥ Losing the Feeling of Feeling Unique

Hey all,

If you can't guess what my title is from than you're from Mars; I swear it's not hard to know who it is from. Acutally, if you know me it wouldn't be hard. If you didn't know me than you might have a hard time...unless you like the song. Anyways, I didn't mean to ramble about that; to be honest.

Right now we are all winding down from being hyper and hopped up on sugar. We had S'mores and sat around a fire again, which it was fun. We are watching The Omen (the new one) and it's not really interesting, I find it quite boring. The only upside is that it has David Thewlis; who has played in The Island of Dr. Moreau and Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. I really loved both movies!! I can't wait to see the other Harry Potter movies.

I can't believe it is two in the morning. Well half past two in the morning. It's really cold and now I wished we were back around the fire. But it felt like eternity. It's like time was moving ever so slowly. I don't know why. Lately it has been happening more and more. And now this movie is looking familiar. I think Ir emember watching this with my dad but I don't know how it ends.

You know sometimes I feel as if I'm drifting from my friends and that they don't like me anymore. I know that isn't true because they wouldn't want to do things with me, but sometimes I feel ignored. Do I want to be center of attention? No I never do, but I just..I really don't know how to explain it and I am all confused on the inside.

Today I went to Butter's reception but first Ian's graduation. I had fun there, though. I got to see Rosie again and we had a great time. I love talking to her because she is fun and easy going, really!! She was telling us amazing stories about her job and all the crazies she gets. She was supposed to come over for the fire, but something came up I think. Oh well, it was great seeing her! I'm also invited to her open house as she has graduated College. I think it is the day after we get home from camping, because I think we leave on the seventh from up there. I just can't wait to go and maybe I can go! EEK!!!

Anyways, I'm tired and I think I might be going to bed. I don't know and I can't seem to make up my mine, lol. Oh damn, chat speak is now appearing in my blog....I swear I'm not addicted to the computer and use chat speak in my everyday conversations...though...really I do. Wow, that was rambling and maybe I should go, but I don't know. Damn, now I am fighting with myself over this and I really shouldn't!! God damn it!! you all must think I am crazy, but I swear I am not. Maybe I am just a little bit more hyper or maybe it is because I am tired!! Hell if I know!!

Now I want to go to college. I don't know if I want a dorm life, but online college. I mean what I want to go for is a two year college. I want to be an animal cop and I have to go through criminal justice first. That is really fun and I really want to help the animals that get mistreated and all that!! It is so fucking stupid!! I don't see why people do that. Animals are there to be your friends and all you can do is hit them and throw them around? It isn't right and I want to put a stop to that.

Okay...now I really am going to finish this and get off and stop rambling. Oh, Autumn 8====D--- (hehehe sorry had to put that on there!!)

x x x,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
11:30 PM

♥ Where are you and I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

Hello,

So today my friend and her dad came and got me today and I'm hanging out at her house with a couple of friends. Jesse, Roxas, Merica, Jack, Josh, Tina, and Aubree. We're all spending the night and this was for Jack's open house. It was great and really fun. I've missed all of my friends since I've moved here. I shouldn't have moved so far away.


Last night I stayed outside until like 3:30 am talking with Shannon and her husband Ricky, Terri and her boyfriend Danny, her brother Scott, and my sister. We were standing in the middle of a street, in a cirle. We were bullshitting and just having a great time. I've never really laughed that hard in my life, though I've probably said that already.

The one drawback is that I hardly got to talk to Autumn and I haven't hardly talked to my girlfriend. But things will be the same whenever I get home or something. I don't know how long I am going to be here for. But I don't care really. I really like being here and there is internet here.

Right now we are watching Repo Man and it's like a musical and it has Alexa Vega in it and she played in Spy Kids. She was kind of happy to break away from that. Which I like those who act in gory movies, seriously!! It's awesome so far. A bit strange, but i love strange. [/ramble]

x x x,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
12:15 AM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

♥ Hey Mickey, You're So Fine, You're so Fine. You Blow My Mind. Hey Mickey!

Hello all,

Not much was done today. I did go to the store and all that, but lately I've been pretty busy doing this and that. It's been fun, since I've been getting out more and I've been off the computer a lot more. I like that. Everyone teased me for being on it so much and I don't know why I'm on it all the time. I guess it's like a friend to me, one that can't talk back or hate me. Unless the wireless adapter dies, like mine did. So I'm using my stepmom's computer.

Right now I'm talking to Laura and my Katy. Katy and I are both like twins, seriously. We love a lot of the same things and it is like we have some telepathy going on or something. It's really shocking and it's hard to find someone that loves watching One Hit Wonders and loving most of the songs on that list. That is where my title came from; the song Hey Mickey by Toni Basil. She was number three I think, I can't remember. Ha, the countdown eludes me.

Anywhoo,

x x x,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
8:14 PM

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

♥ There's only ONE thing (one) TWO do (two) THREE words (three) FOUR you... (four) (I love you) I love you

Hey all,

Today seems like it is going to be a good day. I have gotten a lot of sleep, though I woke up at seven in the morning, but hey that was like six hours of sleep; I have ran on less sleep.

Right now, I'm listening to Pretty. Odd. by Panic. I just can't help but listen to them right now and I wont ever give up their music, despite what is happening. I know things seem bleak but it's for the best. It's like two friends, who are just too different, part ways; the thing is, though, is that they are still friends. This split isn't affecting them and it isn't the end of Panic. It's a new beginning to a new Panic, we have that to look forward too. It's not like they are falling off the face of the Earth.

I know some people would disagree with me and tell me I'm stupid and not a real fan, but does that make you? Does saying that you're going to die or that you want to be killed make you a fan? I think not. I mean a fan loves their music and it's all about the music. I don't see any reason to butt into anything we don't know about, we don't hang out with them all the time. I mean really, we don't really know much about them. Only what we had found out that was leaked on the internet. I believe you need to hang with someone before you think you know them. Sure, I was numb when I found out but right now I'm just like 'oh well'. I'd rather have them still making music than have them fade into obscurity, you know? It's not like any person had died, now that would be tragic.

Oh, I should give credit to Plain white Ts for my blog title. I love this song and I'm addicted to it. Of course, I loved Plain White Ts and they are great guys, especially Tom. I love when he signs his name and puts like x's in the middle of his Os. Yes I was pretty excited meeting them, as they were the first band that I have ever met.

Right now, Autumn is away and I am a bit tired. I think I might go lay down for a bit and there might be a blog later on tonight. We'll see, it depends on how the day is going.

x x x ,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
6:34 AM

Monday, July 6, 2009

♥ What A Day

Hi,

Well today was going really well and then I had to get on polyvore and see this set about Panic and I couldn't believe it, until my friend showed me the link. I can't believe Ryan and Jon are leaving, I just hope it all goes well and wish them the best of luck, really. I mean at least they are still friends you know, it was just creative differences. Though, I was numb when I first found out. I thought it was a sick, cruel joke that someone was playing. But that was quickly dashed out.

Anywhoo, this day seems to be dragging on and I don't know why. Maybe it was the fact that I didn't get to sleep till god knows when, it was hard for me to fall asleep. I was tossing and turning and then finally fell asleep; only to feel like I didn't get any at all. I did nap but that didn't seem to help, because I still feel tired; though I feel tired most of the time now.

Pig roast is coming up soon and I can't wait to see my family, I really do miss them. Though I've seen LeeAnn at the yardsales, but that was the only one I had seen recently. I'd like to hang out with my cousin Michelle again, since she has her license. But we are all planning on going to Michigan Adventures and I'm hoping I can go. We'll see how well the money is coming in now that my dad has got his job back. I just hope things become a bit better, that we can keep up with the bills before I get any money. I will refuse to take it, because I'd rather have the bills paid before taking money that we don't have.

So many things are changing and people are saying it's the end of the world. Is it really? Can we really predict when the world is going to end? 2012 is nearing us and so much is going on, but really nothing too big. Well, to me. I know others would argue with me and we are all entitled to our opinions, well that one is mine.

There are some bright sides to this day. I'm talking to Autumn, my girlfriend too (who is napping right now), and Laura. Laura just got back after being gone a month and I really missed her. She's one of those that is really smart and puts me in my place.

x x x,

Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
3:05 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

♥ Another Day and Sunshine

Hello,

Today I am back at my dad's house and it is good to be back. I have learned that my dad got his job back and that he is getting quite better. Though I heard he fell at work and hurt his other shoulder, I just hope that one gets better. He has to go see if he can get surgery on his other one, so it will get the vertebrae off his nerve. I really do hope so. He deserves so much and yet he gets so little; if you know what I mean.

The carnival was fun. I was by the karoke contest and not many people were that good but at least they had the balls to get up and try to sing. Hell, I would never do that. Anywhoo, I met up with Merica. Then ran into Butters, Mary, her mom, Merica's dad and my brother and his gf. I was happy to see them all. Butters I haven't seen since graduation, which has been a while and the same for mary. It's like I've been secluded.

Butters got married. I was shocked when I heard that she did, but it was only at the courthouse. Her reception is going to be on the twelth and I have to find a ride there. If I do get any money, I can have my sister Sam drive me. She does a lot for my sister Sara, so I hope she does this for me. I mean, it's once in a lifetime, I hope. I'm so happy for her and I was happy when she came over today!!

I loved the fireworks and we didn't get back until midnight and I was dead tired. I did a lot of walking, more than I have this year probably, but I needed it. I got some walking in today too!! So I'm pretty happy.

Right now I'm talking to Autumn and I'm happy I am. I can't go a day without talking to her. I get all down and depressed if I do, I don't know why. Also talking to my girlfriend, I haven't gone a day without talking to her, since we got together. So that makes me happy aslo. You could say I am happy all around, except for this damn headache I have. And I can't remember where the asprin are around here, lmfao. I have a very bad memory.

xoxo,
Hayles

I AM GRUMPY.
2:29 PM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

♥ Happy Fourth!!

Hello,

Right now I am working on a set on polyvore. So far it has 100 items in it. I had to clip it twice as you can't go over 50 items, which makes it kind of a hassle. This is one of the most intricate sets I have made. It's a dress mosaic with items, too. I suck at making circles and you can tell in the picture, but I don't mind. At least I'm actually trying to finish this thing. I wonder how many it's going to take for me to finish it. I hope it's over two hundred items, that would be so fucking sweet!!

I am on MSN right now talking to my best friend, Autumn. She's really amazing and I can't see my life without her. Hell, she'll tell me when I'm being annoying or something like that. Which I like, because I know I do get annoying. I've met her from Mibs and it's been almost two years already, probably three. I have such a bad memory. It all started with a comment and then we began messaging each other. Than we started talking on MSN. She's the most fun to talk to!! Lol, we have the most random conversations, really.

So, it's cold here...again. Just as it was beginning to warm up, but noooo it had to get colder. When I woke up it was down pouring, and it wasn't supposed to. That is the last time I listen to the weatherman. I just hope it gets warmer and that we get to see the fireworks. AND go to the carnival. I want to meet up with my best friend and his boyfriend. I want to see the man that is making him happy!! I just hope it's better than his last relationship...seriously. At first the last guy was cool, but then it's like...o.O. Lol, I don't know how to put it into words.

Green Day is playing on the tv, 21 Guns. I love both their new singels and I can't wait to hear more. I want to get their new cd, because I love them. They are one of my favorite bands, like in the top three (though that switches every now and than). Now this song is going to be stuck in my head all day, until we get to the carnival. Then there will be other music playing, like Panic. Every year that we went there, since Panic came out, you could hear it blasting from one of the rides and I can't help but sing along. I wish my Panic cd wasn't scratched :/, I'd love to listen to it. Oh well, I have Pretty. Odd. Also, I can't wait for their new cd either.

Rambling on and on,
Hayley

I AM GRUMPY.
10:01 AM

Friday, July 3, 2009

♥ New Layout and Such

So,

I changed my layout and I think it is so cute, I love Grumpy toast (though this is my first time seeing it). I was fighting with myself on what to change it too and this one won. I'm sure if "The Other Eden" worked, I would have kept that one. I was quite disappointed that it didn't work.

I was fighting with myself on whether to blog or now. I guess the urge to blog won, otherwise I wouldn't be typing this right now. I even asked my girlfriend if I should and she said I should just blog on how I was fighting with myself XD!! This must be the most boring blog ever.

Anywhoo, right now my bird is really getting on my nerves. He wont stop ringing the bell of his cage. He like sticks his head up inside the bell and rings it XD!! I swear our bird was either dropped on his head. I still love him though. He gets right up on my finger and then my shoulder and grooms my hair. Though he does try to pull my piercings out, which I wont let him. I am very much attached to them!!

Am I that boring?
Hayley

I AM GRUMPY.
1:40 PM

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

♥ Happeh Clam

Hello all,

I am so sorry it has been a while. So much has been going on, I mean that. My dad is going to have surgery, I'm going to have a baby brother or sister, and I gots an awesome girlfriend. Things are looking pretty up now.

I can't wait until my dad gets his surgery, then he'll be feeling a lot better. I hated the place he went to in the first place, because they thought it was his shoulder and didn't check anywhere else. It wasn't his shoulder but it was in his neck. He had a vertebrae out of alignment and it was pushing against his nerve, which causes him pain. So it was either surgery or a chiropractor. He opted for the surgery. I just hope it makes him feel better.

I'm so happy to be getting a little sibling! I've always wanted one that was young and that I could look after.

My girlfriend is so amazing! She and I are like twins, to be honest!! Seriously, we love a lot of the same things and we fear the same things too. I can get along with her great and we haven't had a fight. I'm so glad I didn't chicken out on asking her out. Otherwise I would have missed out on a great girl! And I didn't want to do that.

Lots of Love,

Hayley

I AM GRUMPY.
9:20 AM


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