Sunday, July 12, 2009
♥ Losing the Feeling of Feeling Unique
Hey all,
If you can't guess what my title is from than you're from Mars; I swear it's not hard to know who it is from. Acutally, if you know me it wouldn't be hard. If you didn't know me than you might have a hard time...unless you like the song. Anyways, I didn't mean to ramble about that; to be honest.
Right now we are all winding down from being hyper and hopped up on sugar. We had S'mores and sat around a fire again, which it was fun. We are watching The Omen (the new one) and it's not really interesting, I find it quite boring. The only upside is that it has David Thewlis; who has played in The Island of Dr. Moreau and Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. I really loved both movies!! I can't wait to see the other Harry Potter movies.
I can't believe it is two in the morning. Well half past two in the morning. It's really cold and now I wished we were back around the fire. But it felt like eternity. It's like time was moving ever so slowly. I don't know why. Lately it has been happening more and more. And now this movie is looking familiar. I think Ir emember watching this with my dad but I don't know how it ends.
You know sometimes I feel as if I'm drifting from my friends and that they don't like me anymore. I know that isn't true because they wouldn't want to do things with me, but sometimes I feel ignored. Do I want to be center of attention? No I never do, but I just..I really don't know how to explain it and I am all confused on the inside.
Today I went to Butter's reception but first Ian's graduation. I had fun there, though. I got to see Rosie again and we had a great time. I love talking to her because she is fun and easy going, really!! She was telling us amazing stories about her job and all the crazies she gets. She was supposed to come over for the fire, but something came up I think. Oh well, it was great seeing her! I'm also invited to her open house as she has graduated College. I think it is the day after we get home from camping, because I think we leave on the seventh from up there. I just can't wait to go and maybe I can go! EEK!!!
Anyways, I'm tired and I think I might be going to bed. I don't know and I can't seem to make up my mine, lol. Oh damn, chat speak is now appearing in my blog....I swear I'm not addicted to the computer and use chat speak in my everyday conversations...though...really I do. Wow, that was rambling and maybe I should go, but I don't know. Damn, now I am fighting with myself over this and I really shouldn't!! God damn it!! you all must think I am crazy, but I swear I am not. Maybe I am just a little bit more hyper or maybe it is because I am tired!! Hell if I know!!
Now I want to go to college. I don't know if I want a dorm life, but online college. I mean what I want to go for is a two year college. I want to be an animal cop and I have to go through criminal justice first. That is really fun and I really want to help the animals that get mistreated and all that!! It is so fucking stupid!! I don't see why people do that. Animals are there to be your friends and all you can do is hit them and throw them around? It isn't right and I want to put a stop to that.
Okay...now I really am going to finish this and get off and stop rambling. Oh, Autumn 8====D--- (hehehe sorry had to put that on there!!)
x x x,
Hayles
If you can't guess what my title is from than you're from Mars; I swear it's not hard to know who it is from. Acutally, if you know me it wouldn't be hard. If you didn't know me than you might have a hard time...unless you like the song. Anyways, I didn't mean to ramble about that; to be honest.
Right now we are all winding down from being hyper and hopped up on sugar. We had S'mores and sat around a fire again, which it was fun. We are watching The Omen (the new one) and it's not really interesting, I find it quite boring. The only upside is that it has David Thewlis; who has played in The Island of Dr. Moreau and Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. I really loved both movies!! I can't wait to see the other Harry Potter movies.
I can't believe it is two in the morning. Well half past two in the morning. It's really cold and now I wished we were back around the fire. But it felt like eternity. It's like time was moving ever so slowly. I don't know why. Lately it has been happening more and more. And now this movie is looking familiar. I think Ir emember watching this with my dad but I don't know how it ends.
You know sometimes I feel as if I'm drifting from my friends and that they don't like me anymore. I know that isn't true because they wouldn't want to do things with me, but sometimes I feel ignored. Do I want to be center of attention? No I never do, but I just..I really don't know how to explain it and I am all confused on the inside.
Today I went to Butter's reception but first Ian's graduation. I had fun there, though. I got to see Rosie again and we had a great time. I love talking to her because she is fun and easy going, really!! She was telling us amazing stories about her job and all the crazies she gets. She was supposed to come over for the fire, but something came up I think. Oh well, it was great seeing her! I'm also invited to her open house as she has graduated College. I think it is the day after we get home from camping, because I think we leave on the seventh from up there. I just can't wait to go and maybe I can go! EEK!!!
Anyways, I'm tired and I think I might be going to bed. I don't know and I can't seem to make up my mine, lol. Oh damn, chat speak is now appearing in my blog....I swear I'm not addicted to the computer and use chat speak in my everyday conversations...though...really I do. Wow, that was rambling and maybe I should go, but I don't know. Damn, now I am fighting with myself over this and I really shouldn't!! God damn it!! you all must think I am crazy, but I swear I am not. Maybe I am just a little bit more hyper or maybe it is because I am tired!! Hell if I know!!
Now I want to go to college. I don't know if I want a dorm life, but online college. I mean what I want to go for is a two year college. I want to be an animal cop and I have to go through criminal justice first. That is really fun and I really want to help the animals that get mistreated and all that!! It is so fucking stupid!! I don't see why people do that. Animals are there to be your friends and all you can do is hit them and throw them around? It isn't right and I want to put a stop to that.
Okay...now I really am going to finish this and get off and stop rambling. Oh, Autumn 8====D--- (hehehe sorry had to put that on there!!)
x x x,
Hayles
11:30 PM
